Tonight I was holding Alex when Amelia came up and sat beside me holding her baby doll. I said to her, "Amelia, you are being such a good mommy to your baby." To which she replied, "I'm just a pretend mommy, but you are a real mommy, and you are a good mommy to us." *sigh* These kids of mine warm my heart.
Being back at work this last week has been difficult, but I've felt better knowing my children are in wonderful hands with our friend who is now watching them. Maybe all of the frustration I was feeling will eventually lead to some productive end and I can be part-time next year. It's looking like it could be an option if we can make it work? Time will tell. But whether I work full time, part-time, or not at all, I think my children know I love them. I might have more energy to give to them if I'm not working as much, but the work I do is important too, so in the end I trust it will all work out and God will provide as He always has. As we prepare for Thanksgiving this week, my heart is full of Thanksgiving for the small things that make life so precious. I'm so grateful for Thanksgiving, the holiday my friend calls "a gateway holiday." In her words, "A day to be grateful and be with friends and family. To celebrate how blessed we are. To usher in the Christmas season with thankful hearts. Thanksgiving centers us and helps us prepare to remember the birth of our Savior." Her words were so great I thought I'd just quote her rather than try to summarize. I think that's why little looked over Thanksgiving is my favorite. It is a state of mind more than anything. And it ushers in a season that should fill us with love and charity for others, and that starts with remembering gratitude for what we have. So Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Today I'm grateful for the little things:)
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